woahh. i havent been blogging for ages.
been really busy with school, work and friends.
*standard*

i totally hate school! i have yet to get myself in tuned with school.
dread going to class. kills me more to do tutorials. :/
am still clueless about every sch assignments.
day dreaming has became my favourite pass-time.
tutorials and projects now piling up like mountains!

being in a class full of brians just make me feel so inferior.
why are they so smart? And, why am i even in ACCOUNTANCY?!
damn! i want to quit school.
sigh.
everyone just want an easy way out.
i am not an exception.

it feels damn shitty when i have to constantly rely on my classmates/clique for help in my schwork.
although i've sensed the distance between me and clique. that i've drifted. when i hardly join in their conversations. i'm hardly seen hanging out with them after school,each day.
but i know deep down, they cares and tries to keep me in the loop.
without clique, i guessed i wouldnt have survive poly this far. they did most of the work.
which makes me feel like a freeloader. And i don wan to be one.
promise i will,and I AM going to participate more and to draw myself back into the clique. LOVES! ((:

Babies have beeen the only group of friends i'm meeting, every single day!
even if we were just meeting to slack. (normally,tat's all we do.) haha :D
babies now became my closest grp of friends.
one day of not meeting up with them feeels weird.

i do miss GFs
we were suppose to meet up every week.
but all of us are so busy with life.
sigh.
my bad. i know i havent been meeting up with you girls.
don be angry pls! will make it up soon! :/

GFs,Babies,Clique. the ones that i cherish most!
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i am being brain washed by many people recently.
or should i say i am enlightened?

things that matters to me before, but not anymore.
some, at least.

say goodbye to my dream of a fairytale love.
no such thing as ever-lasting love? idk.
they say hardly the case you will find someone who would be you first, and your last.
that is why people have so many past relationships. breaking and patching too?
*part of me still choose not to believe its true* sigh.
however, i now no longer anti about relationship and hmmm..
probably i should start dating? ((:

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when is the next holiday?
*holiday faster come.
*holiday faster come.
*holiday faster come.
*holiday faster come.
*holiday faster come.
that would be my prayer (:

many more to update. soon!
btw: its FIRDAY, 13TH! :

DEAD BLOG!





will update by the week!

day 1 back to spore,

babies met up.

all wearing our new clothings purchased from bbk. ((:sp's spastic face always the funniest!

HAHAHA

left for tuition and later went back to meet the rest once again,

at the playground near rach's estate.

it was then when shit happens! ://

mj's dance move

the black vs the white.errr. idk wad they were doing.

prob clubbing deprived.camwhoring with bim rach.

with our painted nails. :D
sometimes when shits happens.
you just gptta pretend nth happen.
erased from memory! (:

BANGKOK

it just seems like yesterday that we were at the departure hall, leaving...

All of us were excited to leave

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it was BABIES holiday

w/o sam pravin and tabung.

US.
gosh.

i saw this very big lollipop which cost S$30+

prob take a year for me to finish it.

i own it now, freeeee!

*just the photo only*

teeheee!

here, it begins.

1200baht to get ur from the airport to our hotel.

TUK TUK! That 3 monsters scare the hell out of me with that freakin mask!
100baht for a mask like tat
Worth it!

poor guys.

spent most of the time waiting for the girls to do our shoppings.

sorry:/ we even did medicure we left empty handedand came back full of barangs!

shopping from

day 1: chatuchak!

day 2: chatuchak,MBK,night market

day 3: platinum!

day 4: platinum, chinatown market

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still,i havent shop enough.

went with an empty luggage.

bought a karung guni luggage their which helps to save alot on the luggage weight

yet, my luggage weight more thank 15kg.

to be exact: 17.4 kg!

HAHAHA

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(my buys)

its not alot.

keep telling myself nt to buy on impluse. :/

considered my very first oversea holiday with my friends.

whole trip was planned by us.

i havent have enough of bkk.

love bkk!!!

love bkk!!!

love bkk!!!

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coming back to spore totally kills me.

back to reality.

work, school =shit!

HEADING TO BANGKOK IN FEW HOURS TIME.
however, i am still feeling sick. i hope this isnt a bad sign.
will miss the people here
bye world.

bims came to visit me at frolick mw they camwhored while i was working. nice!

rach was afraid i would scold her for touching the pole.

SO CUTE!but, i joined along! HAHA! :D
reynerd owns all the sofaS

they waited for me to end work and we all headed down to phuture.

would it be our last session before sch starts?

i hope so.

HAHA

we bought drinks from holiday inn and i brought vodka from home.

too much alcohol kills?

i had a sudden asthma attack which i havent had for years.

i swear that feeling sucks. not being able to breathe and i thought i was going die.

it was such a drama.

only the sober ones had that privilege to watch.

copied from sam's fb. says it all.

"Everyone has their labels: Zac - The boy who was afraid to be taken a drunk video of and so, was sober. Took plenty pictures of the drunkards. Pravin - The guy who carried the handbags and got his penis hit by a violent man. Zaid - The horror, bru...tal, violent drunkard who punched the walls and Pravin's dick till his knuckles bruised. Reynard - The guy who changed his gender, his voice and actions was so ghey, he could baff out glitter, but sadly he only puked after 5hrs. Tabung - The boy who ate chips as booze and took care of the drunkards. Janice - The girl with the sudden asthma attack. Joanna - The girl whose voice changed when she was tipsy. In a good way. Samantha - The girl who disappeared halfway(again) at 2am - for home. "

I AM STILL FEELING DAMN HAPPY.
I DUNNO WHAT MAKE ME FEEL THIS WAY.
WHO CARES, AT LEAST I AM HAPPY RIGHT?

Because im feeling sucha good mood,
i am goanna buy TOTO and 4D tmr!
HAHAHA!

I heard there will be beginner's luck.
my first time buying ok.
so luck BETTER COME!
LAI LAI LAI! :D
*wish me luck*

It's too good to be true!
cos i am feeling so happy when
1. Tuition kid's mom paid me in advanced when it's still the 4th lesson
2. I collected my IT fair's pay. i was told that i got the highest com.
( $119 for commission)which it's kinda little :/
3. I've yet to collect my frolick pay for month of September.BUT i am collecting tmr! ((:
4. I Got my new phone! AND I AM OVERJOYED! :DD

i was supposed to purchase a phone after 7oct. But the salesguy told me it's okay to purchase it now.When my contract only ends in year 2010,he also helped to waive off $100 for re-contracting Plus, he gave me a $50 dollars voucher.
So, i did not pay a single cent and i'm happy having a new phone! woots!

now, i am all ready for THAILAND! (:
4 MORE DAYS!!!

sam bim came to surprise me at holland frolick.

i was so happy at the same time shocked to see her.

and,

she bought me food from starbucks!! :D

awwww.

cause she's the sweetest girl i've known

my bimbo, sam

that's samantha.
my bimbo, my one and only lesbo partner.
i love her and i hope he will love her, someday.

chinatown with my bimbos!

rachel looks so happy here!

HAHAH!cause when we are together, we'll be happy. Always!

xxxxx